BEAR vs. BARE in mind. Please.

for the most unlogical reason in this world, i would say that we humans are SPUTiD! yet somehow, i do not feel the need for me to explain or rather derrived to you - how i manage to find myself with that conclusion just now. wahahah *evil laughs* anyways, i've been thought through formal education that, we so called "homosapiens" have the ability to comprehend things much much better than animals and other living beings on this planet. even so, if you must know, we are the species that are most irresponsible, and inconsiderate. (interesting uh? tell me bout it.) You can be 'the' most ignorant person you want i.e. like me but please.. read newspapers; they also have it online nowadays...c'mon. from there you'll understand better why our species are getting worst day by day. (not accounting for those who's trying their best to improve themselves a.k.a little little minorities)

all (not really all). in short.

plenty of things happened within these few weeks. some which i cant just yet comprehend. perhaps i'll let time decide on that. most important now - my brain. i'm sensing that it's back to the good old days. its really stressful i can say. but that's what i favor. ahhs~

People..

I have the feeling that i'll be updating my other blog on Wordpress.com more often these days. Therefore, I would appreciate if readers of this blog would switch to reading that other blog at: presidento.wordpress.com. There is no justified reason for this change. I just feel like writing there. Thanx to all. Cheers

hello there. welcome to our new world

this is the new world
where all dreams come true
we kill. and with money we cherished.
it is fun and indeed done with pleasure
the riches throw their
sandwhiches at the fishes
while the poor were
always sure of hunger

this is the new world
we kill. and with money we cherished
thank you.

and I thought this day would never come

You know,
there's a small metal piece stitched to the back
of your neck which says "You belong to Me"
It is the one thing that I want
and I worked hard for it
but after all these years
how is it possible -
when all you care for, is everything else but Me

You know,
i'm sure you can recall the look on my face
when you showed me that metal piece
for the first time;
my smile was brighter than
the sun on that day
my heart was filled with
petals of red roses and
I held you tight in my arms like
there was no tomorrow

but now, i wonder
when those words were engraved there,
were they really for me
or is it just to fill my fantasy

ahh..peace once more..

she stood there - next to silence
while her crystal eyes were still wide
and streaks of red thunder were in sight - the
room is now filled with thin sleek still air
and all the other guests
could not set their eyes elsewhere
for the man was not shouting anymore.

he just sat there. motionless.
and i assume lifeless
his hair were still neat though;
nicely comb side ways
with his light stripe white shirt
only that the stripes were
smeared with blood
covering his chest
with a wooden-handle dining knife
struck right in the center
of the whole mud of blood
which by now it was very much
obvious that everyone would have
the same assumption as mine -
that he is lifeless.

and she stood there - next to silence
not knowing what to do next
she has a long shiny fork on her left hand
and her right hand was bare
(although before that she had
a wooden-handle dining knife there)

it is definitely not a good dinner
for the couple:
one ending up sitting there
lifeless - with a knife on his chest
and the other stood there
also lifeless - with scary voices in her head

as for me, i guess my job here is done.
i left the table with a smile
for the world is safe again
with the loss of another evil
ya. you ladies owe me a lot
and i mean, a lot.

The different interpretation of ideas through the use of same words

Consider these two:

Model A = "dalam dua puluh orang pesakit kanser yang telah melalui pembedahan ini, 17 orang dapat hidup lebih lama"

and

Model B = "dalam dua puluh orang pesakit kanser yang telah melalui pembedahan ini, 3 orang telah mati"

I believe that both the statements above mean the same (but not for everyone). Somehow, when experiments were done (according to Thaler and Sunstein, 2009), the results portrayed very significant insights. Majority of the patients who were asked whether or not to proceed with the operation (using Model A) would without much hesitation, accept to go through the procedure. But when another group of patients were asked (using Model B), all of them declined the whole idea of the operation procedure. Whether we realise it or not, both of the above statements actually mean the same. but the syntactic patterns of the statements actually influences our cerebrum cortex to digest it differently. this explains to us how important it is, for us to pay close attention to how we say things and to what way we articulate our speaking skills. So doctors out there, if you think you want business (or save people's life), by all means, take note of this. and to others, should you want to be an influential speaker someday, this info is (I believe) useful for a start.

just listen..

when there is deep silence in the hall,
everyone should keep their eyes open,
and listen. just listen.

kawan-kawan...

my brain is actually in a very cozy zone right now. miss the days where he can hardly breathe. where he chokes all the time. yah. tell me bout it.

lapan belas minit selepas pukul empat

aku pusing-pusing pena di tangan. jatuh. pusing lagi. jatuh lagi. pusing. jatuh. pusing. jatuh. ok. sambung kerja.

Thanx.

People, I'm Selfish. and I Bleed. Thank you.

You're Invited!

you see lifeless hearts on the ground
yet you kick people's ass around. so what?
then tomorrow, when you wake up in the morning
you'll see a nice folded card next to your table lamp
"To: You, From: Us, Down here in Hell"

Hold Thy Breath!

when was the last time
those words were uttered
or was it - bluttered.
one can only remember
the days when daisies bloomed
where rainbow sets.
so tell me now
have you gone mad
sincerely
truthfully.
beware! the tiger is in there
awaiting
avenging.
but only
for he
who
c's

Please Litter. Everywhere. That's the Real World

they put their hands up. they cheer. they shout your name. they party with you. they EVERYTHING in front of you. wait till you turn around - they F**k you. Nice? Yah. You're most welcome.

Excuse me, Sir. How can I help you?

are you retarded??

仲間の忍者

時の風、穏やかな滞在強い。

Menanti saat pulang kerja

aku kerja. kerja sangat banyak. banyak sangat kerja. lalu aku pun boring. kerana kerja banyak sangat. tidur kejap lah. Zzz. bolehkah? ohh.

So..which is which?

I AM THE BEST
you claimed yourself to be the best.
now tell me.
is it you yourselves or others who should give the compliments?
I put it this way -
Sociologically, it is correct to say that:
Others are the ones who should compliment you.
but somehow..
Psychologically, it is also correct to say that:
You yourselves should compliment your own work.
Is there such thing as “OTHERS” in today’s world?
with all the super-self-centered people around us.
busy with their own business. selfishness everywhere.
and NOSY. Yah. hows that?
So now, tell me:
I AM THE BEST
sounds right now?

sleepless night.

twenty three minutes after one a.m. listening to sabrina - hero. sorry table lamp. overtime tonight.

welcome. to the real world.

mesmerise. frozen. as if the world stop for a moment. and for once, i could hear the sound of peace. hush. but it ain't for long. they say if you're looking for La La Land, then out you go! help yourself. this is a place of no peace. used to be one. no more now. please wake up. thank you.